and i can't say that i don't miss it. and i can't say that i don't wish that i could change it. but i realized that even if i could change it. i probably wouldn't. it had to happen anyway, as .. depressing as that is. i think that's the problem with all of this, you miss it so much that you think that you can't live without it. then you realize that you can, but it's just bloody hard, so you resort to doing stupid things. it goes from, i need to live with you, to i can't live without you, to - i need to learn to live without you.
the ironic part of it all, is the fact that i sorta predicted it ending this way...
peace, love, and all the things that make you smile. <-hehehe gillie