so today, was pretty good. i didnt see many set backs. i think i have a crush too, which helps, it's not realistic at all... but again it's one of those situations where you can't really do anything about it. but i guess its good to dream. i guess it's good to hold onto that little bit of sanity and good times in your life and just run with it. today on the subway my pin fell off my bag, and some guy just randomly poked me and motioned at it.. and it automatically made me feel better about the world. made me feel bettter about everything. i love how sometimes the little things just do that... seeing a little kid share or something totally kodak like that... .
sure i've been missing alot of school and shit cause of all this weird shit my heads playin on me. but other than that, i'm getting back into things with my friends, and i enjoy it. i enjoy just walking alone not really having to think about anyone or what they're doing. and i sorta hate how the status of a relationship does that to a person. i guess there are downsides and upsides to everything, but either way. i'm still here.
so go on baby, make a little get away, my pride will keep me company, and just give yours all away